I guess I should upload my pics from otafest soon… whyyyyyy am I so lazy and have to get up early?! I’ll do it tomorrow I swear!
You can’t expect me to be okay all the time. I mean, where is love for me? I see all of these photos and videos and I even live with two of my best friends who are getting married. I feel jealous. I feel all alone and upset because I don’t have someone to text all the time or say “hey, come spend the night tonight” and cuddle up to. I spend my days and nights working all the time. I come home to a lonely bed. Maybe I’m over-reacting or something. But, its the way I feel. Its something I don’t want to hid, but I feel that I need to. Other then to express my feelings on the internet. The only place where I don’t stumble on my words. Or the only place where my words are empty but still floating around. Not literally floating but you get what I mean. I wish this apartment wasn’t so….cluttered. Like everything was already unpacked and my bed frame was put together. I’m just bothered by everything that is going on at the moment. Work. A little bit of home. My lack of a proper social life. I’m always tired. Not just physically, but emotionally. More emotionally. Although, I am more then greatful I’m out of my dads house now. That place was just stupid.. and I guess another good thing is I now have a fish. A beta fish who is really pretty. But I also want a dog. Ramble ramble ramble. Thats all I do. And think. I over think all the time. Like how i think half the people if not all the people I know get annoyed with me all the time. Which is fine I guess. Its bound to happen again.
Kids, back in 2012, your aunt Robin wanted to do something more with her life. So she took her love of guns to an organization called S.H.I.E.L.D and fought alongside the Avengers.
Now, your Uncle Barney and I took it pretty hard; she was getting to spend a lot of time with another billionaire playboy, this guy named Tony Stark. Your Uncle Barney almost went crazy when he found out the guy had a metal suit.
“It shoots fireballs, Ted! He looks like a freakin’ storm trooper!”
